I want to be done with school. Yes done! I am ready to move on, but things are out of my control, and just slowly creeping along. I am tired of being by myself all day everyday and never getting to sleep with or even talk to my husband. I am tired of always cleaning and doing laundry and doing everything I am suppose to do. It is neverending, and I know that is just life, but I am exhausted. I am mustering up all of my energy right now just to go and return a redbox movie that my mom and I rented last night. Help!! =(
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Argh!!!
I want to vent right now. But I can't really, because I don't want to complain. But gosh!!! I am so not happy right now! Yes I know I have a wonderful life, a great husband and puppy, a great job ect... but sheesh! I am so depressed right now! There are a few reasons for this, but mostly I feel very deeply sad because my mom left today. I have been super sick lately so my mom helped me drive back from CA. And she basically did everything for me the last 3 days and I was so in control and happy and calm. And now! She is gone and I feel like my world is falling apart. A little dramatic I know, but that is how I feel.
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Sorry you aren't feeling well! Hopefully you'll be feeling better soon and better able to tackle life! I vote you take a day off from housework and go visit a friend - that's what I usually do when I'm home alone during the day. :)
ReplyDeleteWe are all here for you Sabrina! Call us any time you want to chat. If you dont mind our corny sense of humor, we can brighten your day. :) I must admit... I agree that school should just go away and never come back.
ReplyDeleteWhat you wrote in your post is pretty much exactly how I am feeling right now...except that my mom didn't come out. But I am super homesick...and combined with feeling icky it just isn't a great feeling. If you ever need anything, you know you're welcome to give me a call! Sometimes when I am lonely cuz Alan's off doing school stuff I go look at kittens and dogs at the shelter. They always make me feel better. Love you and hope you feel better soon. =)
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